Lia saw that her mother nodded when she said that her sister didn´t exist in the system.

“No you´re not wrong about that” her mother said “and you don´t remember cause you and your sister changed place only three times like that and you where very little. I haven´t seen Mala in about ten years, you where five when she was here the last time, so maybe you´ve got some memories but they aren´t that clear so you remember anything that´s important.”

“Oh okey, now what? I mean I understand this a bit better than before, but why do I get to know about them now? What is happening with them and why did that Josef guy approach me??”

“Haha, sorry but I had to laugh a bit, maybe I´m nervous or something, but it´s like this.
I meet your father when I was about your age, he where like a ghost in my life, handsome sweet and he played with me for a long time. I had many many boys after me but I only got eyes for your father and when I got him when I was about twenty everything happened so fast.
I know he loves me still but the fact remains that he´s still a ghost and I agreed to make Mala a ghost to cause we both needed a reminder of the love we got, but that´s not all he is one of many leaders on the other side and even though outlaws has people to lead them they are foolish and have “wars” and “fights” that the government don´t know of so to keep his territory he needs someone he can trust and teach and that one is Mala.”

“Mom, do you even know how CraZy you sound?! Isn´t that criminal? To be outside of the system and living in secrecy to do what? Fighting? and it sounds like he is making Mala a new “godfather” or whatever you wanna call it.”

“Hush, sometimes there is things you can´t change and why they became to be in the first place isn´t always so easy to justify”

“Okey, I know I´ve got to many questions and that I may sound like I don´t want anything to do with them, but that´s not true. I have truly been missing a father for as long as I can remember and to know that I´ve got a sister and that it´s even a TWIN sister was a surprise from the start but now I only want to meet them”

“That´s my girl, I know we didn´t cover everything with this little talk we just had but there is a time for everything and I think that the most important thing you need to know to night is that I´m here if you want to talk and that I will send Josef a message so he can meet you tomorrow again.”

“About that mom, why did you or them send him to me first?”
“That´s just because sometimes you need a stranger to open your eyes, It´s easier sometimes.”

And with those words her mother left her bed and her room. Lie where alone in her room with her thoughts again and she realized that she needed some sleep cause her head didn´t want stop pounding, so she turned of the light and jumped on her bed and about five minutes later she was sleeping..

[forts..]

Härligt med sol men de är ändå kallt ute =/ . Snart bär de av till bussen som tar mig till stan sedan vänta på bussen som tar mig till öjebyn.

Väl i öjebyn blir de att gå från OK till skolan (bläääääääääääääääh) för bussarna där går åt skogen.

Jag har sovit skumt i natt och känner att jag är himla trött och vill bara sova, men jag klarar mig att hålla mig vaken ändå.

Nä nu ska ja ladda inför resan min ha en bra dag