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The Blue Rose 6
Her mother looked really small there on her bed, Lie saw that her mother had a hard time to start talk so she beat her mother to the punch and asked the biggest question she had on her mind:
“Why didn´t you tell me that I had a sister?!?!”
“That´s not the easiest question you could ask me ! But I understand that you really want that answer..”
“Yes please, mom I know we don´t always get along but both you and dad must have a really good reason for not telling me! Even though I haven´t seen my dad so I can remember it but you must have talked to each other pretty much to keep a secret this big from me.”
“No, you´re wrong on one thing, I haven´t heard anything from your father in three years now but we had a plan on how to keep you and your sister apart and that´s a very simple plan he would move out of this country with Mala and I would stay here with you.”
“But why? I mean why do I get to know about this now? And why couldn´t they stay here with us?”
“It´s not easy to explain and you probably won´t believe me anyways but I´ll try to make it simple.”
Lia saw that it was painful for her mother to talk about this sister of hers, and she could almost understand that the sister had was a terrible loss to her mother who had to give her up when she was so little, and it would take much time to get over.
If someone even could get over something like that, but one thing was good in this whole mess and that was that none where dead from her family and she wasn´t alone, One sister richer even though she hadn´t seen Mala yet she felt that many years of doubt would run away as soon as she could meet her twin sister.
“They are outlaws, that´s the easiest word for it, I Love your father very much but when you and Mala where only a few months he had to go, and I knew that I couldn´t stop him even if I begged him to stay, so the plan where that he would take Mala and you Lia would stay here with me and we would switch you so I could have Mala and he could have you every half year.”
“WHAT, what?! So you mean that Mala have been “me” or correct me if I’m wrong and not thinking about this the wrong way, She doesn’t exist in the system and because we are twins no one could tell the difference between us so you and dad switched and she lived under my name twice under a year? How come I don´t remember?!”
Lia sat there in her bed leaning against the wall and felt numb, she didn´t understand all of this, what was the meaning of the whole charade ? How come she didn´t remember living anywhere else or remember how her father looked like? The headache started to pound her head really hard but she tried to concentrate on what her mother had to say….
[forts…]
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